What have I done for Christ lately? I can't say I've done much. I haven't treated him with respect. Sometimes he knocks and I meet him with the mindset, "I'm sorry this isn't a good time for me." My mind has been filled with worries. I long to go rest in his arms shielded from the cares of this world and filled with his peace. I don't even really know how to right now. Reading my last blog reminded me that I need to seek him where I'm at, but that continues to be a struggle to me. I want to serve him with other christians so that together we might build each other up and be strong. I need a home church. I need to be with others, to pray for each other. I'm really weak in my faith right now but I long for so much more. This is just me being honest with myself. I feel pathetic, like why can't I just see God in my life again? Why can't I start really seeking him, its what I really want to do, but I always let myself get distracted.
Pray that i find a renewal of mind and spirit,
Kristi
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