Happy New Year

So I made my New Year's Resolution a little early this year. I decided that I'm no longer going to act like what I can do depends on my circumstances. I had too many if this, then that statements. I told myself if I had my own house, I would have a special spot for worship. Well, I have a room and now it has a special spot for God. On my wall is a cross and some verses and prayers that have special meaning to me. It's a start. I'm not sure when I put it up, sometime last month but its been great. So this year it is my resolution to stop making excuses.

I had some strange dreams last night. They were very dark in nature. Yet the meaning was not. I dreamt of so much darkness, but I was someone who rescued people from this darkness. I lived dangerously for my King. I woke with passion and my heart on fire. This is the dream God has been stirring in my heart. I really do want to be a rescuer. Something that I can't remember whether it was dream or reality is praying for a heavenly strength and feeling this i guess you would say spiritual armor all around. I knew that God was really there in a wonderfully supernatural way. Something beyond words, but I know this is my longing, to be that close to him. It's an amazing thing. My passions and my heart long for more, more closeness more true friendship. I pray that I can truly reach the potential God created me for. I have a long way but God has a plan for all of us. I long for a year filled with true renewal of my spirit. Lord change me to fit your will. With your help my heart will be entirely yours.

"You have the oppurtunity to do this 100% right from now on." This statement is true to every area of your life. No matter what, you can change.

Love,

Kristi